Monday, May 28, 2012

trust


It's so hard to build trust. It takes effort and risk, sometimes kisses, sometimes tears. It's the hardest thing to grow. But it's amazing how easy it is to tear it up. How something you spent years building and a connection you thought was so special could be meaningless in a second. A second is all it takes to wipe it all away.


So please, don't ever take that for granted. But don't forget, that there will be people that will lose your trust. When that happens, you have to let them go. Once trust is gone, it will never come back the same. You can't rebuild something that was destroyed like that. You can't fix it. 


Sometimes goodbye is the best thing you can say. And sometimes it stops hurting once you say it. 


Friday, May 11, 2012

Final Season Reflections

Now I know finals don't end until tomorrow at like 1pm. But these are some things that I noticed about myself when it's finals.

1. I love doing chores I normally hate. When it's finals I will stop everything to do the dishes. As in I will stop mid-sentence of my outline to be like "oh hey there are dishes I can wash!"

2. When I do anything to progress my studying, as in write one page on my take home final, I reward myself. See below.


3. I enjoy Youtube videos that I normally don't care for, aka "Haul" videos, which are videos of girls posting shit they buy. Why do I care what you buy? Right now I care because I haven't seen the outside world in about three days and I don't know what's going on out there. So please, share with me your Forever 21 and Target purchases. They thrill me!

4. I have no appetite. Except for noodles (which I normally like). But food no longer brings me joy.

5. Because of the aforementioned (law school creeping in my vocabulary. sorry.) problem in number 4, I think I have lost alot of weight. I don't have a scale so I can't tell for sure. But I'm pretty sure I see a 2 pack, and I don't go to the gym or work out. So not sure where that came from.

6. My knees and ankle hurt when I study too late. It's probably due to the fact that I sit cross-legged at my desk for 12 to 16 hours a day. So yay for pre-mature joint pain.

7. I check sites like #whatshouldwecallme, #wheninlawschool, and #howdoiputthisgently religiously. Just so I know someone out there may be sharing my pain. 

8. Being a female and hormonal during finals is the worst. Everything will make you cry. Everything will make you sad. And you will feel like shit. The end. See below for what every night felt like.


9. But the second your dreaded Aunt Flo leaves, you will be freaking happy and feel on top of the world! And kill two finals in one day. Bam!

10. You realize the actual final exams are not getting any easier but the process is easier. And you also don't give a shit when you eat annoyingly loud snacks while taking your final. Hah!

11. And this time tomorrow, this will be me. So I'm ready to say peace out to 2L.



P.S. My mom is going to read this and tell me to keep studying. Hi Mom!

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Oh Paris


The images from Jordan's Paris life at Oh Happy Day makes me want to move there as soon as I'm done with law school. I loved living in Europe this past summer and wouldn't mind doing it again. Also that reminds me I still have pictures to sift through. Maybe I'll share them with you.

P.S. Those striped shirts at the thrift store alone make me want to buy a plane ticket. My eyes are all googly looking at them.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Count

via: Pinterest

I need to remind myself to stop waiting for the days to go by but to work hard to forget that they are going by. I know it's only 7 more days until finals are over but I need to work really hard until then. I need to find motivation to keep going.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

HomeMint

If you have been following me or know me, you know I am signed up to every shoe club or fashion shopping site on the Internet. Now I'm adding one more, HomeMint. It's by Justin Timberlake (swooon) and it's going to be home decor, which I love. So sign up here to get early access and free credits!

All you *NSYNC fans better sign up.
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