Dreaming

I find myself having the same conversations with some types of males out there. I have to justify my beliefs with them. It's pretty frustrating that some people out there feel that a woman cannot just be a woman unattached. Do you know what I mean? I have made the choices in my life for the sole purpose of living out the only life I have.

If that means I don't want to be attached, then I won't. There is nothing wrong with being alone. They make it seem as if being single is such a terrible thing. It really isn't. I'm in the best relationship ever, the one with myself. First of all, these types of guys are pretty naive to think that because a girl talks to you that she will be your next girlfriend. That doesn't always happen and the only way to learn this is to grow and experience life. While I maybe not be that experienced at the ripe old age of 21, I am past that stage in my life. There are some things you will understand and others you won't.

I may be selfish, but at least I'm pretty open about the fact that I am. I want to excel and I want to succeed. Sometimes you aren't in my life plan, and that's just how life is. I don't know what else to tell you. I promise I'm not intending to live life breaking hearts, but I admit that I don't always see the other side. I'm working on it. But I'm pretty oblivious a lot of the times when it comes to emotions and feelings.

So I guess what I'm trying to say is that there is nothing wrong with wanting more. I will no longer try to justify my life choices with anyone anymore. Either you accept my life philosophies or you don't.

Closet Cleaning

Since I've been looking at closet inspirations I really want to reorganize mine. At the moment I have a Fisher Price kitchen play-set underneath my hanging clothes. I really need to remove that so that I'll have more room for my shoes.

Bromeliad compares your closet to American Idol and gives some tips on keeping it organized.

Dream Closets

Signs

Rich

"There is a gigantic difference between earning a great deal of money and being rich."

—Marlene Dietrich

Notte Sento

Notte Sento (English subtitles) from napdan on Vimeo.

Interiors

Love it all. Love her use of saturated colors. Her name is Lucyina Moodie (cute name).

Wedding Bells

My cousin Alex got married recently. It was a beautiful ceremony. I don't usually cry at weddings or most things in general, but when I see other people cry it causes my tear ducts to react and they start to water. And I sat next to the two most emotional people in my family, my mother and Godmother.


I think my grandparents are the cutest couple in the world. They have been married some 60 or more years. I hope to find a love like them. They make me hopeful of the future.

I have a pretty large family. Here is some of us. Most of the grandkids are missing.

The good thing about a big family is that we have a lot of weddings to attend now, since we're all growing up. I love going to weddings and I have one more to look forward to this year. Weddings make you want to believe in love and all that gushy stuff. For the most part, I'm pretty cynical about love but I secretly (or not so secretly) love love and being in it. But I'm in no rush to the alter anytime soon.